just an assumption
it’s 11 am, and im nowhere near getting started on my outline for a paper due today. but here i am blogging in friendster ’cause i just need to release my thoughts for a while.
these past few days made me realize how different assumption is from instinct. yung tipong akala mo tama hinala mo about this person and about the situation, then malalaman mo na lang na mali pala akala mo.
sometimes you get ahead of yourself and judge someone, something or some event, thinking that its your instinct that’s feeding that judgment, only to discover in the end that it was just your assumption, your bias, your weakness.
but i feel good because someone was honest enough today to slap my ego and wake me up. weird, but it feels good. it makes life really worthwhile. The beauty of being honest, direct and real, even if its awkward or painful or annoying to the bones, is that it makes you feel alive, reminds you that you have blood on your veins and a heart that aspires for something worthwhile. and your mind does not complain either. it somehow stimulates things, it makes you feel.
There, ive said it. Now, rushing a paper is a different thing. Haaay…
